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4 O' Clock

2008-03-21T01:51:44Z

Title: 4 O' Clock
Chapter: one of One
Chapter Title: I will Never Sleep
Couple: Ichigo x Shirosaki
Summery: Slumber; what I wish for. But none ever comes. 4 o' clock, 4 o'clock...
Author's Note: EESSHHH it's been a while everybody! I'm glad to be posting here again. I got a new ff.net account!!! It's AliceKing :] Look out at that account and Riri_Lee's too for our collab that will be here...eventually....Poem is inspired by Emilie Autumn's song 'Four O' Clock'. Check it out <3

Slumber; what I wish for

But none comes to me

I see red as I lay in bed

Four O’clock again

Four O’clock once more

Four O’clock

There is nothing to fear as I lay here

Despite the laughter that is near

Ringing in my ears; I know it is in my head

He keeps me awake; no longer may I sleep

Four O’clock

Every night the ticking of the clock

Four O’clock once more

Four O’clock is the same

The hour maddens me; the voice rings on

Laughter in my ears, surely I have gone insane

He reminds that he makes sure I may not sleep

He laughs at me as I shiver

Deep in my own insanity

Four O’clock

I sit up in bed; trembling in fear

Four O’clock once more

Four O’clock forever more

He chuckles and runs fingers through my hair

As though to calm me in my private despair

My world is unwinding as four o’clock comes again

His words are designing the insanity

Since this began

Four O’clock

It will never ever stop

Four O’clock, again.

New Account

2008-02-22T04:17:42Z

No sillie billies I'm not leaving this account! But I'm also here as the user ichigo_chan0 ! This account is used for my art and such, but that account will be used like normal journals are. It's friends only,so add me!!! [Bad username: ]

Black History Report-Number One

2008-02-21T05:24:20Z

Title: Robert Nesta Marley
Chapter: N/A it is a report,no chapters.
Chapter Title: N/A it is a report,no titles.
Summery: Report on Robert Nesta Marley a.k.a Bob Marley
Author's Note: We have to do three history reports this month for Black History month in my social studies class,this is my first of three which is due tommarow (I started and finished it today.)I love Bob Marley,and I learned a load of shit about him doing this.Enjoy ♥

Bob Marley

Hello, and welcome to my report on Robert Nesta Marley better known as Bob Marley. The bad boy of Jamaican culture, yet the well known peace activist. Throughout this paper you will learn of his life, his abilities, his fame, and his death.

Robert Nesta Marley was born in a small village by the name of Nine Mile in Saint Ann Parish Jamaica. An interesting fact though is that he was not born as Robert Nesta Marley, but rather Nesta Robert Marley. A Jamaican

passport official had switched up his middle and first names when he was still young. Marley’s father was a marine officer and captain by the name of Norval Sinclair Marley. His mother, only eighteen when she bore him was named Cedella Booker. Oddly enough Marley’s dad was a white Jamaican who was of English descent, while his mother was a full blooded Jamaican. Unfortunately Marley’s father died of a heart attack when he was sixty years old.

Because of his mixed races, Bob Marley faced racial prejudice as a young boy, and the harsh treatment made him even question himself as far as racial identity. After his father passed away, Marley was forced to learn self defense because of the slum of a town his mother and he were forced to move to because they could not afford to support themselves in the community Norval had been able to provide for them. As you could imagine, in a slum of a town there was far much more bullying because of his mixed races. He earned the nickname ‘Tough Gong’ from his physical strength level. Because of their living and money conditions, Marley had to leave school at fourteen and become the apprentice at a local welding shop.

However on the sunnier side of things, Marley befriended Neville Livingston, who later came to be known as Bunny Wailer. The two started to play music together. In Marley’s spare time, he and Bunny made music with Joe Higgs, a local singer who is known by many as Marley’s mentor. While playing with Bunny and Joe, Marley met Peter McIntosh, who would also later be known as Peter Tosh.

In 1962 Marley recorded his first two singles (Judge Not and One Cup of Coffee) with a local producer by the name of Leslie Kong. These songs were put out to the public by Beverley’s which was a Jamaica based record label. This caught Marley a little attention, but not much. The songs were later re-released on a box set of Marley’s work called Songs of Freedom.

A year later in 1963 Marley, Bunny, Peter, Junior Braithwaite, Beverley Kelso, and Cherry Smith formed a ska rock steady group called ‘The Teenagers’. Through a period of time they changed the band name from ‘The Teenagers’ to ‘The Wailing Wailers’ and then finally decided on ‘The Wailers.’ Just three years had passed and already Junior, Kelso, and Cherry had all left, leaving Marley, Bunny and Peter to their trio of a band.

In 1996 Bob Marley married a woman by the name of Rita Anderson, moving back closer to his mothers’ residence Wilmington, Delaware.

He didn’t stay for too long though, deciding that Jamaica was the only place for him, saying it fit his religious views better then where he was.

The trio of men decided when in Jamaica to team up with Lee "Scratch" Perry and his studio band ‘The Upsetters’. Even though the alliance of The Wailers and The Upsetters only lasted less then a year, they recorded what is sometimes considered The Wailers finest works. After an argument over the assignments of record rights, Marley and Perry split but remained friends, working together from time to time.

Even after the spilt up, Marley continued to work under the name of ‘Bob Marley and The Wailers’ with his new backup band which consisted of Carlton and Aston ‘Family Man’ Barrett on drums and bass, Junior Marvin and Al Anderson on lead guitars, Tyrone Downie and Earl "Wya" Lindo on keyboards, and Alvin ‘Seeco’ Patterson on percussion. Marley’s wife and friends Judy Mowatt and Marcia Griffiths provided backup vocals.

Marley went on to make a successful career in music, having many hits. Some of which were ‘No Woman, No Cry’ and ‘Redemption Song.’ Of coarse there are many many others, but a majority of people know these two songs from the Jamaican musician.

In July of 1997 Marley found out that he had malignant melanoma in a soccer wound on his right big toe. With his Rastafarian belief that the body must be hole, Marley refused doctors to give him an amputation saying that it would affect the way he danced. Marley saw doctors as samfai, which means tricksters or deceivers. Strong to his beliefs as a man, Marley never went under the knife to get his foot surgically, not even exploring the ideas of surgical help that did not go against his beliefs. Nor did Marley ever write a will, simply because in the Rastafarian belief it says to not write a will, for you are acknowledging death was predictable, and that overlooked the eternal character of life.

With his dislike and inability to cooperate with treatment, the cancer spread through Marley’s brain, lungs, liver and stomach. Just after Marley and The Wailers were done playing two shows at the Madison Square Garden, Marley collapsed while jogging in New York Central’s Park. Naturally the tour was discontinued because of his health issues.

At his last show in Stanley Theatre of Pittsburgh Pennsylvania the live version of ‘Redemption Song’ was recorded. The date was September Twenty Third, Nineteen eighty.

During a flight home from Germany where Marley had sought out the help of a doctor specializing in his medical problems, Marley fell ill. They immediately landed him in Miami for medical care. Robert Nesta Marley died on May Eleventh Nineteen Eighty One in Cedars of Lebanon Hospital. His final words were to his son, Ziggy. These words were;

‘Money can’t buy life.’

A state funeral was given for Bob Marley in Jamaica, which was a combination of Ethiopian Orthodoxy and Rastafari tradition. He was buried near his birthplace with his Gibson Les Paul, a soccer ball, a fat cannabis bud, a bong, and a ring he wore every day that was given to him by Prince Asfa Wossen of Ethiopia and a bible. Only just a month before his death, Marley was awarded with the Jamaican Order of Merit.

After death to this day Bob Marley is a highly known and highly respected man. His picture and history can be found in The Rock And Roll Hall Of Fame, and people are making covers of his music every day; including his own son Ziggy Marley. He and Saun Paul re-did the song ‘Three Little Birds’ for the movie Shark Tale. The ‘Redemption Song’ can also be found in the credits of the 2007 movie I Am Legend.

Now with this history in your hands, I am sure you are very well informed of Robert Nesta Marley’s life, death, and career. The bad boy of Jamaica will always be in our hearts, but not as a rebel, but as a peace maker and a musical icon of the Jamaican community. I hope you have enjoyed the history of Bob Marley, thank you.

More,More

2008-02-20T02:33:27Z

Title:More More
Chapter:One of One
Chapter Title: More More,Leave me begging breathless.
Couple:Ichigo x Hichigo
Warnings: Male on Male hotness, cross dressing,extremly profound language.
Summery: Sequel to Closer,Closer. More oh more,leave me begging breathless on the floor.You're such a whore,I just want more.
Author's Note: A sequel was requested by the lovley Riri-Chan, because she finds my ability to make porn and poetry mix very pleasing. <3

He picks me out
Out of the crowd
Everyones crying his name so terribly loud
But no,he wants me,and only me.
'You're not the first
You're not the last.'
He whispered seductivley,pulling me onto the stage.
He's just a whore
Nothing more.
More oh more
Leave me breathless on the floor
You're such a whore
But baby I want you all the more.
Lift up that skirt
Show off your dick
I'll rub you anxiously
Give me another lick.
Your cock is like a lolipop
Everyone wants it,and they'll never stop
Everyone gets it,they get one lick
Lift up your skirt
And show them your dick.
More oh more
Leave us breathless
More oh more
Baby you're restless
More oh more
Leave me breathless on the floor
Orange haired,covered in sweat
Your everyone's favorite whore.
He takes me to the back
I push him up against the wall
This is a fairytale,that is all.
More oh more
I lick his skin
More oh more
He always will win
More oh more
Leaves me breathless on the floor
Waits for me to fuck him more
He's such a whore
But I want more
More oh more.
He kisses my lips
He tastes like strawberries
'My name's Ichigo'
He presses to me,so scrawny.
'My name's Hichigo'
I breathe senselessly in reply
He laughs a little bit
I wait for his laughter to die
He kisses me again
Hand like a trigger on the back of my head
He's hungry for more
More oh more
Leaving me breathless on the floor
Pushes me down
Whipes away my frown
Rubs me the right way
'I'm tight' he will say
More oh more
He's just a whore
But I want more
and I'll have more
Cause he's MY whore
The boy who tastes like strawberries
Will be my king,forever more.

Ahehehe.....I used bad words XD

Raindrops On Our Lips

2008-02-20T01:30:12Z

Title:Raindrops On Our Lips,But we Kiss Anyways
Prompt:#1- His hair brushed my lips softly as he lay against me, and we continued this soft cuddle under his sheets, skin brushing.
Chapter:One of One
Chapter Title: Tangled in sheets,loving eachother
Summery:Raindrops hit our heads,making us run inside and get in bed.We strip,and cuddle,and dream of reflections bounced off in rain puddles.
Author's Note: The first of eighty HichiIchi prompts. More of a song/poem thingie. Enjoy. <3

He says
'Let's go for a walk'
And we talk
Just letting the raindrops hit our lips
God those jeans look good on your hips
Raindrops hitting our heads
And you say
'Let's go home'
So we run
Get into bed
We strip
And cuddle
Dreaming of reflections lost in a puddle.
'What is love?'
He asks me so quietly
Hair brushing my chin
Tangled in sheets again
'What are we?'
He asks me so gently
And I just smile
And whisper
'We are we
And love is love
Don't ask for answers
You'll just get more questions,my love
And remember
We're always together
Raindrops hit our lips
But we'll still kiss'
And he just smiles
Raindrops lost with our clothes on cold tiles
Mud on our front porch
And on your jeans
But the water,washes us clean.
And he says
'Let's go for a walk'
And we talk
About nothing and everything all at,once.
The raindrops,hitting our heads
Making him laugh
Wishing to find the comfort of our bed
Cuddling
Chest against head
And I smile
Telling him
'Let's stay for a while
Holding eachother
Just one another
We're together
For ever and ever'
And he looks at me
With those pretty eyes
Blushing at the brush of our thighs
Through the fabric of sheets
And our eyes meet
The raindrops still on our lips
And he asks me
'What is love?
What is love,and what are we?'
I just smile
And reply so calmly
'We are together
Forever and ever
Love is a feeling
Love is all meaning
We'll be here forever
With the raindrops on our lips
But we'll kiss anyway
The rain,washes away the pain'
And he looks up with those pretty eyes
Cuddling close
Things like this I love most....

My own poetry/lyrics made me choke up....
I might just make guitar tabs for this <3

Eighty Prompts of IchiHichi

2008-02-20T01:07:07Z

I posted this on FF.Net(KandiCorpse) a long while ago.Well now that I've lost my jazz I'm going to use them as an Eighty Prompts of IchiHichi!! Feel free to join in on this,just comment and let me know you're using them. <3 This post will be updated with links to each poem/story I do for each prompt,so watch for it! >:3

1. His hair brushed my lips softly as he lay against me, and we continued this soft cuddle under his sheets, skin brushing.
2. Out of everyone, I still can’t believe he walked up to me and said Hello.
3. I couldn’t stand saying goodbye, his sobs made it just too hard to leave.
4. The razor lay limp in his hand as we shared our last blood coated kiss, ready to enter the after life…together.
5. I couldn’t help the sick pleasure I felt every time he looked up at me with that utterly innocent look, begging me to touch him again and again.
6. I remember, first seeing him…in the corner of the room and his hair was the most vibrant thing ever, and it seemed to accent that chocolate brown stare.
7. Every day, no matter how bad he felt we always went to the same park, and sat on the same swing set, and shared that same sweet kiss.
8. I didn’t care if he wasn’t the jock in school, he would always have my heart, the boy next door.
9. The boy just never gave up, questioning how I could act so sad even when doing my favorite things.
10. Every night, that beautiful laugh he had never tired on me, I couldn’t help but do anything to hear it again and again.
11. He would never admit the truth, but he only asked to go to the gay bar for an excuse to grind against me and wear that naughty plaid skirt.
12. I never could bare the blank look he threw at me when we fought, and I couldn’t stop my fingers from brushing the tears away from his eyes, cleaning the blood from the cuts he inflicted on himself in especially bad arguments.
13. Every night I got drunk he’d ask me what for, and I’d look up at him and sadly reply that I did it to remind myself who I really am inside.
14. No matter how harsh the day was, he would always say he couldn’t wait to face the world tomorrow.
15. They all looked at him like he was a fucking sex doll, and I felt proud as they glared at me as I put a protective arm around his shoulders.
16. Sometimes at night, I would hold him and let him spill his heart to me…and always he said he’d sacrifice himself surely if only to know I’d be eternally happy.
17. Despite my effort, I was always quiet the pervert and he would just roll his eyes and tell me ‘boys like you are a dime a dozen.’
18. I couldn’t help shiver at the eerie music he listened to sometimes, but I often enjoyed his dominating sexual acts as they played.
19. As the sun would set, and we’d sit there on that little hill I would always play the guitar, singing him the sweetest songs I ever could.
20. I still recall what a little skank he was, always playing hard to get at the bar, those big black boots making him all that much more desirable.
21. No matter how harsh a fight we ever had, he always said ‘Just shut up and hold me. I love you.’
22. Summer was especially fun, turning the sprinkler on in the backyard and making memories, his beautiful brown eyes shining in the sun light.
23. No matter where he went, I always found myself fallowing along to catch him when he fell.
24. We both knew it was bad when he got stoned, because the arguments made him more violent in the bed.
25. So many times he said ‘It ends now.’ Crying his heart out, but over and over he would call me and beg me to come back.
26. His friends were a pain in the ass, and sometimes I wondered if it was really worth it, but just looking at his smiling face was reassuring enough.
27. I found it a mixture of calming and girly every time he would play Tori Amos, and I’d always joke if he wasn’t a boy he’d be the perfect lesbian, which he would only giggle and nod to in agreement.
28. In this waste land, he always said I was the one thing that set him apart from the scum.
29. I still remember the Homecoming, watching him walk up to me and shyly ask me to be his ‘homecoming king’ which I had solemnly accepted.
30. He would sit there in his boxers across from me and fall to pieces, tears steaming down his face as he threw himself into my loving arms and tried to hide himself.
31. I could never let him go, no matter what I did.
32. I still remember all the gasps of all the students when he made that new design of himself, walking in wearing that skirt and rainbow shirt…
33. In my arms I remember, it was only sixth grade but I had promised he’d never be scared and lonely again.
34. Every time I saw that look in his eyes, I just told him to break down and give it all to me.
35. Staying up all night, we were only sixteen and always ran away to the sand dunes singing that same old song, Ocean Avenue.
36. Broke down and sobbing on the floor, I couldn’t believe all the blood he’d caused himself to lose, for god’s sake we were only freshmen then.
37. With a few fights we’d had I’d gone off and slept with some random whore to relieve stress, and every time I broke down and confessed to him and to my surprise he always forgave me.
38. He never explained to me, but he always seemed to be his happiest when he got to run around in the rain.
39. We were little when he promised me, but when we were only fucking eleven he grabbed me by the hand and walked me home, saying we’d run away and be happy when we grow up.
40. He knew, I knew, the look in his eyes told me he knew where I’d been that night.
41. With his odd taste in slutty Victorian styled clothing, I always complimented that he reminded me of something out of the Lady Marmalade video.
42. He’d always say I only hear what I want to, but I’d chuckle and jokingly say ‘Sorry I wasn’t paying attention’.
43. When he turned eighteen we had a swinger styled party, and he dazzled me with that beautiful silk red pinstripe pants and that tight black button up top, his confidence shining as bright as the cherry of my cigarette.
44. He would always talk to the mirror, choking back tears and saying he could take the homophobic hatred.
45. I never understood the depth of scars until he showed me one fading scar he had of an ‘H’ , he told me it had been there since seventh fucking grade.
46. Out in the alley behind his house when we were younger, I remember kissing his sweet lips late in the night when he snuck out to see me.
47. I always said I wanted to be beautiful and perfect like him, and he’d reply perfection isn’t a creep covered in scars with a smirk.
48. God at times I felt so happy he was so much like a woman, those belly dancing lessons really made my night at times, just watching his hips move with his upper figure perfectly.
49. It came as a surprise at first, but I grew to love and desire to see that black thong that teasingly showed above his bondage pants when he walked, making his ass all that more irresistible.
50. Remembering your first kiss is rare to long term couples, but I remember it under that full moon we were only twelve then…and that’s when his dad decided I was bad news.
51. I swear to god, that boys ass made it impossible to not stare at as he danced in his circle of his friends, all my friends telling me what a lucky bastard was to have that.
52. When he walked away that day in ninth grade slowly crying, I couldn’t stop my hand from grabbing his arm and spinning him around into a deep reassuring kiss that I would come back soon.
53. We were only fourteen then, running down the sidewalks smiling and laughing, unable to wait to be old enough to drive away from the retched place.
54. He always would steal the cigarette from my lips, taking a drag and telling me how he wanted to just jump into the deep blue ocean off that bridge.
55. No matter where he was, I always had a smile because it was just so fun to watch him scamper around singing and dancing with that never ending utterly happy smile.
56. His voice was angelic as he sang out his heart at every basement concert, eyes shimmering on the stage almost as bright as his smile.
57. I still remember first seeing him there at school, the strange little boy being pushed around for what he was.
58. As most of the gay boys in the world would not like to be called faggot, he couldn’t get enough of being called that, even taking it as a compliment.
59. Those tight jeans, that tight halter top, and the perfect gloss on those perfect lips to match that pink and black checkered hat made him all the more irresistible to me.
60. It was always hard to hang out with my boy and my friends at once, because every time I wasn’t looking everyone was trying to cop a feel on him.
61. I thought he’d forgotten me long ago, but after two years when I came back in eleventh grade he grabbed me by the shoulders and kissed me so hard in front of the entire school.
62. When I’d moan that he was an addiction, he told me he was the perfect drug, then with the chuckle he’d always add on ‘or you really think I give good blow jobs.’
63. He was the kind of boy I always wanted to marry, and I couldn’t wait till I could.
64. Threw his first few years of Junior High and High school that boy was untouchable to anyone but me.
65. If there was one thing he loved to sing, it was the fastest songs he could find because moving his lips fast was…one of his specialties.
66. How we were reunited at the age of nineteen was pretty funny. He was drunk off his ass at Warped Tour and jumped off the stage, and just happened to land on me.
67. When we were fourteen I realized why his dad hated me, maybe it was the fact he could hear his son moaning my name since we were twelve, or maybe it was because I was a bad influence?
68. At times by the way he looked, you’d never know it but that boy was the loudest boy when he was getting laid, and he was excellent at dirty talk.
69. I felt bad for him at times, because that boy couldn’t hold his liquors to save his life.
70. It was funny to see, but when he got tipsy he seemed to lose all his class and turn into a horny little slut, not that I ever complained.
71. I often admired how in your face he was with the teachers, telling them off when ever they gave him shit about anything.
72. The funniest thing ever in my opinion was when his dad walked in while we were…you know…and he pointed at his father and asked if he would close the door if he was so obligated to watch.
73. Summer was the hardest time to get out of my house, until night that is when my mom went to work at that fucking topless bar or some shit, that’s when I got out to see him.
74. It was the worse when we locked ourselves in his closet and lost the key, only to be found by his dad hours later, and I wish he would have come about five minutes later because seeing his kid on his knees in front of me was probably not something he wanted to see.
75. It didn’t matter how hard I tried, but fighting my feels just wasn’t an option when it came to me and him.
76. His dad should have never had that Halloween party, it only lead up to me and him in his room, and I couldn’t help but get that nurse costume off his body, and his dad did not enjoy kicking me out the next morning.
77. It was one thing he loved, my eyes and he always said he’d never find eyes quiet like mine anywhere in the world.
78. We acted as if we were kings, drinking pennyroyal tea and sitting on the top of his house singing songs every night for a year.
79. He got so sick and tired of those homophobic bastards, that I remember him not coming to school for a month.
80. Being with other boys was so hard for me, seeing his perfectly curved body walk by, his hip huggers grasping his sides low just begging me to take them off him.

1. http://bloody0whispers.livejournal.com/10517.html#cutid1

The Sun Is Out..The Sky is Blue.

2008-02-19T00:03:23Z

Title:The Sun is Out,The Sky is Blue,It's Beatiful,And So Are You.
Show/Movie/Anime:Across The Universe
Characters:Lucy and Prudence
Warnings: Lesbians
Author's Note: I love the song Dear Prudence,always have <3 No one really seems to...er...MAKE any lesbian couples popular for things anymore,and I love this couple <3 Hey,I like Prudence/Sadie too,I just prefer this couple. Haven't posted anything for the movie yet,and I adore it so yeah...enjoy. <3

It's small, this I know. I used Open Canvas Plus so...that's where I got the wavey looking effect <3 Enjoy guys.

Keep your eyes on me...

2008-02-18T23:44:29Z

Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter.
Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.
miyavis_gazette gave me the letter H.

Hmm,All the words I came up with can be involved in speaking/writing/drawings of sexual situations. Heehee.

1.Hell
2.Hair
3.Heat
4.Hickery
5.Hunter
6.Hex
7.Hint
8.Horns
9.Heart
10.Holder

Dear Prudence

2008-02-16T19:24:07Z

Title:Dear Prudence
Chapter:One of One
Chapter Title: Won't you come out to play?
Couple:Rukia x Orihime
Summery:Dear Orihime,won't you come out to play?
Author's Note:There's more then Rukia talking. Rukia is normal font,Ichigo is itallics and Shirosaki is bold And Orihime is underlined since in the movie Across The Universe(my new obsession) at this part there's three people singing to Prudence to come out of the closet :p Get it?<3

Woo,I interpreted the lyrics and twisted them around and made them into this! Yes if read...it'd be sung -snort- 8D I love that movie <3

Dear Orihime
Won't you come out to play?
The sun is up,the world is out
Dear Orihime,greet the brand new day
The world is grand,we're here for you
Dear Orihime,won't you come out to play?
Dear Orihime
Won't you come out to play?
We want to see,your pretty face
The world misses you,we do too
Dear Orihime
Open up your eyes
See the sunny skies
The world is out,and so are we
Dear Orihime
Won't you come out to play?
Dear Orihime
Won't you come out to play?
The day is new,and so are you
You're so beautiful,we miss you
Dear Orihime
The sky is blue
It's beautiful,just like you
Dear Orihime
Won't you come out to play?
Dear friends
Yes I'll come out to play
Dear friends
I'll greet the pretty day
Dear friends
I miss you too
If I'm beautiful,then so are you
Dear friends
Yes I'll come out to play.

Sitting On The Corner

2008-02-15T19:56:27Z

Title:Sitting On The Corner
Chapter:One of One
Chapter Title:The Rain On Our Feet
Couple:Ichigo x Hichigo
Summery:The rain on our feet,we're sitting on the corner,watching life blaze down the street.
Author's Note:Eeyah.I don't have long to finish this. I'm at school,we're in computer class right nowand getting free time.I was thinking about IchiHichi and this came to mind <3 enjoy, it's lyrics moreso then a poem.

The rain is on our feet
It's makes the road slipper sweetie
The rain is on our feet
And the rest of us is wet.
The rain is on our feet
We're sitting on the corner
Watching life blaze away
Down the street,we'd go
If we had money we'd see the show
But we don't,so we can't
But you're still just so beautiful dear
In the rain
On the corner
Where we sit by the street
Watching life go by
We don't have a lot to go by
But I know it's you and I
On the corner
Of the street
With the rain hitting our feet
We're together
Just forever
You and me
On this street
Cause I know
We ain't got
A hole lot of money,ain't got a hole lot
But we've got
Eachother
And this wet weather.
And we're here
On the corner
of the street
It's the only place we can meet
And you say
You're sad
Cause of your dad.
But oh sweetie
If I could
We'd blaze down that street with life just as fast as they go
But here we sit
We're sitting
On the corner
Of the street
Watching life go by
While the rain
Hits our feet
Our lives are never dry
Our lives are never dry.

Pretty decent if I do say so myself.I usually don't write fan orientated songs,usually my songs are all my own.But I dunno,this reminds me of Hichigo talking to Ichigo,or rather singing. Maybe that'll make for another story from me,who knows? Enjoy guys,I have math class and writing classs,and then I'll be on my good way home <33

Ships ahoy.

2008-02-15T05:38:26Z

Shipping Extravaganza for you guys <3 Seriously,half the couples you'll be like 'whut'

Six Ships I Love

1)DonnaxForeman(That 70's Show)
2)CainxRiff(GodChild)
3)RitsukaxSoubi(Loveless)
4)UruruxJinta(Bleach)
5)IchigoxShirosaki(Bleach)
6)SasukexIno(Naruto)

Three Ships I Liked, But Don't Anymore

7) IchigoxRukia(Bleach)
8) SakuraxSasuke(Naruto)
9) HinataxNaruto(Naruto)

Three Ships I Don't Like

10) Harry/Herimione(Harry Potter)
11) Ino/Shikamaru(Naruto)
12) J.D/Elliot(Scrubs)

Two Ships I Am Curious About, But Don't Actually Ship

13)Kelso/Fez(That 70's Show)
14) Pickles/Toki(Metalocalypse)

1.) Why do you dislike #11(Ino/Shikamaru) so much?

Because I am a firm fan of InoSasu(Sasuke/Ino) and ShikaNaru or ShikaKiba. I'm not a big fan of Ino all together and the two frankly dislike eachother to the extent that I can't imagine it ever working.

2.) Who is someone you know that ships #13(Kelso/Fez)?

No one I can imagine.

3.) What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3(Ritsuka/Soubi)?

A really comfy bedroom with like,lots of pillows and drapes and stuff.

4.) Which is your favorite episode for #1(Donna/Foreman)? Try to pick just one.

The valentine's day episode.When Eric pulls down Donna's pants and she's wearing granny panties.I swear,it was just hilarious.And then he bought her those panties for valentine's day?What the hell man? It was just so fuckin funny.

5.) How long have you been following couple #6(Sasuke/Ino)?

For let's say....four months I believe.I think they're just adorable,I liked them together since the end of my SasuSAku shipping.

6.) What's the story with #8(Sasuke/Sakura)? What made you stop liking them/caring?

It lost it's spark and I got tired of waiting for good episodes shipping the couple that weren't angst.That and NaruSaku really caught my eye.

7.) Which ship do you prefer - #2(Cain/Riff) or #4(Ururu/Jinta)?

:P okay that's easy.At least it wasn't 2 and 5,cause then I'd be pissed. I like 2 better,mainly because I'm really into the fan fiction and such for those two,whereas with 4,it's just something cute.

8.) You have the power to make one ship non existent. Choose from #10(Harry/Herimione) or #12(J.D/Elliot).

EGHHGHH Deffinently JdElliot. I like those two with their own gender personally.JdCox and JordanElliot all the way <3 i can stand the HarryHerimi so long as there's no JdElliot.

9.) What interests you about #14(Pickles/Toki)?

It's so cute.It's fluff and random and hot.That's all the shipper in me needs <3

10.) When did you stop liking #7(Ichigo/Rukia)?

UGH.Fans!I'm so tired of over-killed fanbasing.That and it's cannon,and I mean REAL cannon,and I don't go for that usually.

11.) Did your waning interest in #9(Hinata/Naruto) kill your interest in the show?
No,it doesn't show much anyways.

12.) What's a song that reminds you of #5(IchigoxShirosaki)?

Gawd....all music seems to remind me of them.Seriously.They're my OTP.

13.) Which of these ships do you love the most?

Shirosaki and Ichigo.They are just my everything twenty for seven <3

14.) Which do you dislike the most?

J.d and Eliot.Come on! I know it happened but UGH it's just NOT WORKING.They're b.f.f which is best friends not best fuck friends.

15.) If you could have any of these two pairings double date, who would it be? (even better if they're from different shows)

IchigoxShirosaki and DonnaxForeman. Ichigo and Donna would probably get along pretty good....and Foreman could teach Shiro a thing or two about beig a dirty perv.

16.) Have #(Cain/Riff)2 kissed yet? Elaborate if you'd like.

No,cause Cain's a big tease.He's always like

HI FIVE INCHES FROM YOUR LIPSSS
then leaves
D:<

17.) Did #4(UruruxJinta) have a happy ending? If the show hasn't ended yet, do you think a happy ending is likely?

In the anime,most likley they won't even do any hardcore things past blushes and smiles >:

18.) What would make you start shipping #14(Pickles/Toki)?

A really good fan fic or fan artist for them <3

19.) If only one could happen, which would you prefer - #2 (CainxRiff)or #6(Ino/Sasuke)?

Ino/Sasuke.Just because cainxriff already kind of HAPPENS in the stories but InoSasu is only vaugly brushed over. I'd reallyyy be happy to see that in the anime because the couple makes a hell of a lot of sense to me and if Sasuke was just like "COOL :D " then they'd be a couple,since Ino loves him and all. But er..yeah. That's about it for that.

20.) You have the power to decide the fate of #10(Harry/Herimione). What happens to them?

Erk. Harry finally realizes he's gay,falls in love with Ron but Ron is like OMFG Herimione :D and they fall in love and yay!

Closer Closer

2008-02-15T05:04:09Z

Title:Closer Closer
Chapter:One
Chapter Title:Sweet Sensations,Hot Temptations
Couple:Ichigo x Hichigo
Warning:Stripping,Male on Male Sex,Adult Content,Cross Dressing,Disturbing...stuff?o__o
Summery:Hot temptations coming over me...sweat drips down his body...god I want him.
Author's Note:Something steamy for the steamy lovey holiday! <3

His body hovers over mine
He's like a god,but a filthy one.
He's the beauty of this slut garden,no one else will do.
Up until now he never caught my eye,but now
Oh god all the things I want to do
Hot temptation's coming over me
The way he works that pole
Slowly teasing that little skirt away
God my legs are shaking
My eyes can't rip away from him
I've never seen such an attractive man
He doesn't even look of his gender
His body slim but curved
Makeup done better then most girls
Boots higher then I thought imaginable
He spins perfectly
Oh god
Hot temptation's coming over me
Sweat drips down his body
God..I want him...
I want to rake my nails over his skin
Kiss every single inch of that tanned skin
He arches
I can imagine him arching against me
Pounding into him
Despite how expierienced he must be
I bet he's still tight.
He wriggles his hips
And gives a little moan for the crowd
Hot temptation's coming over me
Sweet sensations running down my body
God I want him
He's getting me closer
Closer.

Something different then my other works.Hope you found it...er...arousing? xD

Where Have I Been?

2008-02-13T02:01:28Z

Where?WHERE!? I'll tell you where D:< I've had a rhespitory infection,and the entire right side of my body was like...basically I pulled every muscle in the right side of my body so I was out of comission. I also have had a temperature of about 101 degrees so yeah....but I'm on three different cough medicines and relievers that basically make me feel like I'm on cloud nine so everything's better.I've only been on them for a day,and the right side of my body is still a little sore but I've been getting spoiled so it's all good.No worries.Even if I felt like shit I'd still be on here writing you sickly love stories for v-day. Ah yes...v-day.I'll probably be alone again,but I'm weird that way I do suppose.I complain and bitch all febuary until the 14th and then I'm out making every single that feels like shit happy because it cheers me up to make people feel happy on the romance holiday. Erk...anyways there isn't much else,just wanted to give my reasoning for not posting for the past few days.Guess that's how you know I'm really sick,when the thought of getting up and doing anything even get online makes me feel queezy.

Here's some art to make you feel good <3

Queen Of Hearts

2008-02-10T03:17:15Z

Title:Queen Of Hearts
Chapter:One of One
Chapter Title:Won't Say No To Me
Couple(s): Rukia x Orihime, Orihime x Ichigo, Grimmjow x Orihime, Ishida x Orihime
Summery: And she tears her apart, in the basement underneath. You won't say no to me,you won't say no to me.
Author's Note: Orihime seems to frequently get exposed as a slut in my writing. Maybe because I adore to break her down, or perhaps because I can't just write something cute? Who knows? Enjoy.

She is my queen
My queen of hearts
She is the queen of many hearts
She is the owner of many a desguise
She has a mask for every man
But she cannot hide from me
I have the gun
Cocked.
Against her head
She won't say no to me
She won't say no to me.
I'll rip her apart at the seams
She is a doll
She is a dream
She pleases many men
She even got a gay man
A gay man!
She is the queen of hearts
The queen of my heart
The queen of many a man's
He was a lech
A stupid wild cat looking for action
Her large breasts
That tight shirt
It attracked him like crack to an addict
Emo boy just wanted a little love
She gave him a lot
She's the queen of hearts
My queen of hearts
She own's many a man's heart
But she belongs to me
I'll pull the trigger
Till she's dead
She's my queen corpse
The queen of hearts
And She will not say no to me
She won't say no to me
She is the queen of hearts
She owns many masks
But she cannot hide from me
I see what she is
She is the queen of hearts
But oh wait
Now she's dead.

Vicious,isn't it? Comments loves.

Sunsets And Car Crashes-Three

2008-02-10T02:56:22Z

Title:Sunsets And Car Crashes
Chapter:Three
Chapter Title:The Night Will Go As Followed
Couple:Ichigo x Hichigo
Summery:And then our lips will collide
Author's Note: This part is where it gets a little better?Or maybe a lot. See as you will <3

I was forced
Forced to go to school
See his face
And once again I couldn't tear away
God so beautiful
Unimaginably irrisistable
And he walks up to me
Literally
And he's done it.
We're far too close
I'm far too nervous
'Want to go out with me tonight?'
He asks so calmly
He smiles so nicley
Smiles for me
Me.
I look up from everything
And just stop.
'E-excuse me?'
I ask slowly
As if my speech would run together if I did not
Another smile
And a small chuckle too
God that laugh warms my heart.
'You and me,let's go see a movie.'
I blush
It shows up so very badly on my skin
Tinted red
Not tinted
More like burned.
There's a long time before I say a word
I can't even move
Can't even remember how to speak correctly
Because I'm far too amazed by
The beautiful angel asking me on a date.
But
He's popular
He has that girl
The one he kissed
The one I saw him kiss
He's everything I'm not
So why is he asking me on a date?
But the only thing I can do
Is squeak out a
'Yes'
And watch him smile once more and walk
Walk back to his group of friends
And she glares at me
The girl with big boobs
And pretty lips
The one that kissed him
She says something to him
And I can only imagine what it'd be
But right now
I don't care
Beacuase I'm far too happy
To even care if there was a car crash in my face
Because I was just asked on a date
By the boy of my dreams.

I rather liked this one.Good.yes?Comments.

Sunsets And Car Crashes- Two

2008-02-09T06:25:57Z

Title: Sunsets And Car Crashes
Chapter:Two
Chapter Title: All Hail The Heart Breaker
Couple: Ichigo x Hichigo
Summery: I never never ever ever felt this way.Your lips,your eyelashes,your skin....
Author's Note: Here's The next chapter, I know...I'm using music you all have probably not heard in a while if not ever from The Spill Canvas. Meh. I never cared for popularity.

I have to rewind
Because I just can't believe what I'm seeing
You kissing her
My mind is reeling
But we
But I
No it was just a horrible little dream
A little fantasy
We could never be
You're so high above me
I didn't see you push her away
I didn't know she was dared to
I didn't know anything
I'm just a stupid stupid boy
With a stupid stupid broken heart
Because I love you
Remember
You're my universe
Do you?
No because I never came within four feet of you
You make me forget the world
Your eyes just make me melt inside
What about us?
You kissed her lips
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams?
Maybe then you'd know how I feel.
I can't believe I drew you
I can't believe I spilled my feelings on a canvas over you
I just...wrote so long for you.
You're such a beautiful boy.
But you kissed her
You ruined it!
I wanted to be your first
Or maybe I wouldn't have been at all
But I could have pretended...
I loved you
But now I'm just a stupid stupid boy
With a stupid stupid broken heart
Tonight I'll sit and rip apart your pictures
And read the words until my eyes won't stay open
I loved everything about you!
I still love it all!
But I didn't see you push her off
I didn't here you call my name
I didn't know it was all set up for me to see
I didn't know....
I didn't know you wanted me!
And I still don't
And maybe I never will
But I won't be at school tommarow
And maybe not the next day either
And even if I go
I won't even look at you, I promise.
Your lips, your eyelashes, that pretty perfect skin
It's all the things I needed
Wanted
And I came so close
I was gonna tell you how I feel
But now I just want to sleep forever
I can't believe I drew you
I can't believe I wrote lovesongs for you
I can't believe...
My heart belongs to you!
But now I'm just a stupid stupid boy
With a stupid stupid broken heart
I never ever ever felt so bad before...

Doesn't go exactly with the song,but if you twist it with the chapters you can pretend.If you even listen to The Spill Canvas. Whatever....

Sunsets And Car Crashes

2008-02-09T06:05:46Z

Title:Sun Sets And Car Crashes
Chapter:One Of ?
Chapter Title:So Much
Couple:Ichigo x Hichigo
Chapter: Summery: How does it feel to know you're everything I need? The Butterflies In my stomach that could bring me to my knees.
Author's Note:I love The Spill Canvas.Each chapter is a song I love.

I watch you from a distance
Because up close you're just too beautiful.
I watch you from my canvas
Where I've spilled out these feelings for you.
You're everything I need
You're the sunset at the end of the movie
You're everything I want
My fingers strumming guitar strings
Because it's too unreal to be close to you.
Late at night
When I'm alone in my room
I close my eyes
And wonder
How does it feel to feel
So important and not even know it?
I only know the nervous feelings in my stomach
The butterflies that could bring me to my knees
When our eyes meet
The galaxy starts to melt
Just like the metled chocolate that makes your eyes
Please don't come over here
I couldn't bare to speak to you
To be close to you
How does it feel to be my entire universe?
Because without you I just couldn't even smile to myself
I just couldn't sleep.
How does it feel to know you're my every song?
Not a word I hear goes without your name
Nor a word I write on a piece of paper.
I am just so ready to give up
I want to die when your friends laugh at me
They make me realize how high above you are
You're so my everything
How does it feel to be so important?
I'm just an insignificant piece of this universe
I just watch you from a distance
God you're so pretty
Like a girl, but you're a boy
Like an angel, but you're alive
Like a butterfly, but you're human.
How does it feel?
You're everything I need
How does it feel?
You're everything I want.
I just want that smile to be mine
But I can't get too close
Cause what just what would I do?
I can't even talk about you a mile away
I just watch you from a distance
God can't you tell?
I want to be with you
So much.

This song makes me unhappy. Damn it,all their music makes me unhappy.But I like it....Comments?There's so much more to come.

Homework...

2008-02-08T05:50:09Z

Thought I'd share my poetry homework with you.

We had to do three examples each for

Repition

Rhyme

Onomatopeia

and

Alliteration!

Repition!
--x---x----x---x--

1. There was a boy boy boy Inside a cage cage cage he was no sage sage sage he was filled with rage rage rage.
2. My insperation was hate,no matter what the cost,my insperation was hate,and that was never a loss.
3.Do not hate me,because I'm ugly,Do not love me,because I'm pretty.Do not hate me because I'm an idiot,Do not love me because I'm intellegent,Do hate me because I'm unique,And do love me because of just the same.

Rhyme!
--x---x----x---x--

1.I could not lie,for I would die.I could just scream,for what I have dreamed.
2.A kiss that once shared in the rain,is a kiss to never throw down the drain.
3.I do not wish to be a fish, for to some cat I'd be delish!

Onomatopeia
--x---x----x---x--

1.The water hits the ground and splash! The poor mewling kitty took an unexpected bath.
2.The wood made horrifc bending noises as my feet squeaked across it's unstable design.
3.A soft squeal left soft lips as a girl hit her head as she slipped.

Alliteration
--x---x----x---x--

1.I knew a girl quiet strange, her voice was the scarriest as ever seen,and she was the sickest in the brain.
2.Her words were icey cold, she gave the crulest cackle, her words never strayed from bold, the heart broken that she crackled.
3.The fire burns on red,the flames dancing the risky blitz, my eyes reacting with amiss.

Eee now I just gotta get that on paper! :p

I Can See You,Can You See Me?

2008-02-08T05:09:46Z

Title: I can see you,can you see me?
Chapter:One Of Two
Chapter Title: In the blood,you're amazing
Couple:Hichigo x Ichigo
Summery: I can see you,can you see me? Sometimes I wait till you can't see anything, to enter you and take you down with me. Can you see me? Tearing you apart? Oh god...I'm caving in. I can see you, can you see me? Bring me to my knees, You are so above me.
Author's Note: I need to stop listening to Slipknot. Virus Of Life is SEXUAL to me. teehee is that unhealthy?

I can see you, I~chi~go. Can you see me?

Oh wait, you can't see anything behind all that makeup!

It's okay I~chi~go! You don't have to see me

I'll just wait till you close your eyes real tight at night

It's okay, ignore that medicine Ichigo, the one that makes me unhearable too.

They make your tummy hurt, it's icky to take them right?

I'm not desperate I~chi~go. I don't need you.

I don't, really I don't....I don't!

So silly Ichigo

Even when you can't see me, you bring me to my knees

But I'm the one laughing in the end

Laughing in your face! You can hear me

But where am I?

Can you see me Ichigo? I can see you.

I can see you very well, my eyes are very well.

One hundred percent clear!

Don't you see me Ichigo? I'm right in your face!

Oh how pretty your face is

The queen bee, the sexiest of all sluts

How I just die for you, can you see me?

I can see you.

You're wrong, no matter how you write it

I'm not pretty

I'm not a lover

I don't need you

I don't!

I don't wear a mask

I don't

or do I?

I can see you writing Ichigo, writing down your little lovey poems

Oh how I hate them.

You can't see my poems

So I read them to you

'Roses are bloody
And The sky is blue
I'll rip you up
Dip you in blood
And maybe eat you too.'

You shiver when you hear me

It's because you WANT it I~chi~go!

You want me to make you bloody red rosey

You want my claws to rip every inch of your scarred skin open again

Dip you in crimson colors

And eat you up?

Maybe drink your blood like tea

Out of a pretty pink cup

With....strawberries on it?

I can see me, Can you see you?

I~chi~go you can't even see straight

No wonder you can't see me

You can't even see you!

You should see you

In the blood

You're

Amazing...

Comments? Love me hate me,I don't care. Part two up tonight if I'm a good little whore.

Die Die Die My Darling

2008-02-08T04:45:04Z

Title: Die Die Die My Darling
Chapter:One of One
Chapter Title: I'll be seeing you in hell
Couple: Rukia x Ichigo (ANTI PEOPLE!!)
Summery: Don't cry to me now baby, don't you see I don't give a damn? Don't cry to me little baby, don't you see it's a dead end baby?
Author's Note: I don't like IchiRuki. I don't CARE if you DO or DON'T. Reading something anti does not make you anti to the couple,it's just my opinion. Don't miss a good piece of work because you wanna be a candy ass. Thanks <3 No flames either peoples!

We didn't even get along
Darling and me
We don't even love each other
So why're we here?
Me and my baby
We don't even do nothing but fight
Don't cry to me now baby
Don't you see I don't give a damn?
It's a dead end baby, Don't cry to me little baby.
Don't you see it's a dead end baby?
I never loved ya anyways.
You were never so pretty
Face up
You were never so sexy
Without a little blood
You were never a darling doll
Without porcelain tears
Darling and me
Don't even like the same songs
Now I wanna really just go
And she's crying to me baby
Don't cry to me now
Don't you see I didn't ever give a damn?
Don't cry to me little baby
Don't ya see it's just a dead end?
Die Die Die My Darling
I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you real soon
In hell.

Comments? I don't care if it's not the greatest,I ain't one for straight couples...

Face Behind The Mask

2008-02-08T04:30:22Z

The face behind the mask! Yes it is I,Becca! Mainly for Riri,pedo's please don't tell me you're jacking off to me...it's creepy! D:
My hair is orange now,so yeah...old pics! D:

Sneaky Whore

2008-02-05T19:04:56Z

I snuck on. Heehee.Sick again,stayed home today too.My dad didn't even try to wake me up this morning,said that I was coughing so bad in my sleep he didn't even consider letting me go to school with people. It really sucks being sick,seriously.I wouldn't even be on here right now if I hadn't convinced him to go to the store to get more food and some Orange Juice. Speaking of food...GOD! My oven needs to finish pre-heat so I can throw a pizza in! Crappy thing,takes forever.

I've gotten worse and worse since yesterday,I mean last night I felt just chipper as can be but I woke up this morning and felt like ultimate shit. I don't much care though,it'll pass. I'm taking way too much medicine for it not to pass. I need to start taking my birthcontrol too,it's becoming increasingly hard to handle my emotions,and my b-p doesn't help at all either.

But really,why the hell am I ranting about all this,it doesn't seem as though anyone would read it anyways.Just real life angst I suppose.

I'm starting to think my daily angst is starting to make Degrassi look like a bad soap opera,and that scares me very much.Not to mention my romantic drama seems to be right by the side of Instant star....

Perhaps I should take up watching different shows,ne?

Kochou Ai

2008-02-05T03:57:17Z

Title: Kochou Ai
Translation:Butterfly Love
Chapter:One of One
Chapter Title:My Kochou
Summary:My kochou,fly into darkness, I'll see you at sunrise, My kochou, my love my darling...
Author's Note: Kurosaki is NOT Ichigo and Shirosaki is NOT Hichigo. Get it?You probably don't.But that's okay,because only they could truley ever understand it. I apologize Shirosaki,I am so tired tonight...The illness has me down,I hope you can forgive me...

Kochou, I love you
Kochou, I wish to be near you
Your heart is to me
What breath is to life
My kochou,I wish to see you on this night
You have beautiful wings
They glow within the night
I cannot depart this night, my kochou
Come to hold my tight,my kochou
I long for your arms,they must be so strong
My kochou,you look delicate
But I know you are strong
My kochou
I wish to be near you
Your breath tickles my neck
My kochou, myhead is lighter
I am a poet
Just a simple man
My kochou,do you still love me?
My kochou understand
I cannot leave on this pretty night
My wounds still hurt me, my body is tired
My kochou, please accept my apology
Please my kochou,I implore you
Please don't leave me be
My kochou
Fly off into the darkness
I'll see you sunrise
My kochou
My love my darling
I know this comes as a suprise
I cannot leave this place tonight
I need my rest, I cannot take flight
My body is weak, my kochou
And flight takes strength, I know you understand this
My kochou,you are so beautiful
So graceful,so devine
How did a pretty creation like you
Come to really be mine?
My kochou I swear it to the grave
I'll love you forever and always
My kochou, I feel you with me all the time
In my head
In my body
Your spirit is next to mine
My kochou how I adore you
Kochou ai
Kochou ai
My kochou how I'd die for you
Kochou ai
Kochou ai
You are my ai, kochou
Cross my heart and hope to die
I only live to love for you
Kochou ai
For you I'd die.
For you I cry
For you, are mine.

Kochou run from me...pretty butterfly...kochou please get away while you can,before you become a burning butterfly.

The essence of idiocy....

2008-02-05T02:43:51Z

Hello ladies and gents. I'm sick, very very. My throat is uber sensitive and uber vunerable to illness, I think I cought it from my homeroom teacher. I didn't go to school today,and naturally I would have been online all day but my illness is making me very very tired. You'll still get your daily dosage of stories/poems/art/ and news but I just thought I'd share that I am ill.
...
pfft I talk like some wise ol' vampire,don't I? meh,suppose it's a habbit of mine. Anywho,I'll post some stuff tonight,I have a bit of art I've been a lazy bitch about,keeping it to myself. I'll try to post it...maybe...no promises. Knowing how long I take to heal up from colds I'll probably be sick for at least this entire week,not to mention I was illing last week too. Meh....

That's all really I suppose. But er...like I said a few poems back in the first chapter of Devilish Kidnapper,really really go listen to The Candy Spooky Theatre! Seriously,they are a marvelous band I swear you wouldn't regret listening to them. Ahem....besides that....
-scrunches nose-

Does anyone have any good IchigoxShirosaki doujin? Fluffy or hardcore,I don't really care.Preferably translated,but once more I do not care,I just want more ShiroIchi!

Mmmm nothing else for now~ expect some art later.

Byee <3

Stuck In My Own Prision

2008-02-04T05:46:20Z

Title: Stuck In my Own Prision
Chapter: One of One
Chapter Title: I don't want it,I just need it
Couple: Rukia x Orihime
Summary: I don't her, I just need her to know how to live my life. She is my demon, I cannot escape her and I wish not to all the same.
Author's Note: Don't just pass over this because it's lesbian loving boys and girls! Just because they have boobs doesn't mean I can't make them sickly and obsessed. Infact it's easier for me in such a way because the way I write male x male obsession is how I am on the inside though. Don't let my smile fool you,there's a monster under the surface. <3

I crawl up the walls
I turn my neck
Giving a sickly popping noise
She's so afraid of me
She's so fragile.
I hop from my spot, snapping my neck around again
Another sickly pop.
'Show me that you love me...'
All she can do is stare and fear
Because she doesn't know what love is
She just knows my demon smile
My claws that extend over her naked body
Kiss down every outline
Make her shiver
'Tell me we belong together'
But she doesn't utter a word
She just cries and cries
When she isn't moaning that is.
Or did you suppose I raped her?
No never
I give her what she wants
I see right through her
I cling to her walls
Running up them faster then her brain may comprehend
I am her demon
I will tear her apart
Because that is what she desires
I have no eyes
But I see right through her
I know what she wants
Even before she does herself
I give her what she needs
She doesn't want it
She just needs it.
She needs my touches
Or she'll never stop crying
She needs to feel the sickly fear
Knowing I'm around her
Or she'll die alone
She needs stimulation
She is weak as a small child
I could not want her any other way
I don't want her
I just need her.
She knows though
For I tell her
'Just say the word and I am well on my way'
She stays silent though
Ashamed of her own needs
She needs me
But she doesn't want me
I am her demon
I will tear her apart
And cradle her as I do it.

The lines
"I don't want it
I just need it"
Remind me of myself so much
It sickens me.

I feel like screaming and murdering...
My B-P is kicking in again.... -sigh-